Programming Coffee

I have got to get my LLC paperwork filed soon. I’ve been sitting on the forms for a little over a month now, waiting on the necessary capital to fall in my lap, and now that its here, I’m not ready.

Let’s be honest. I should have filled out the paperwork as soon as I printed it off the indiana secretary of state website. But instead, i just let it sit on the counter for a couple weeks, and then in my laptop bag in a couple weeks. In fact, I just finished filling out the paperwork 3 days ago. And by paperwork I mean one small page. I should have also made the necessary copies, and stuck it into an envelop, with a stamp, so that all I had to do is drop the check in there, and pop it in the mail.

This sort of inefficiency really agitates me. I realize that I probably have more dreams than the make-a-wish foundation, but my inability to focus and followthrough in a timely manner is really baffling. In other area’s of my life (freelancing and work) I generally have no problem with focus and execution, but when it comes to my own stuff I think my pride and perfectionism takes over. It’s like I’m boycotting my own efforts in order to reduce the amount of failure I might encounter.

In the coming weeks, I am going to try and work on getting things done. My success as an ebusiness entrepreneur depends on it.